last hope

I don't even know myself at all

I thought I would be happy by now

But the more I try to push it

I realize, gotta let go of control 

Every night I try my best to dream

Tomorrow makes it better

And I wake up to the cold reality

And not a thing is changed

But it will happen

Gotta let it happen

So if I keep my eyes closed, we can fly away

And the salt in my wounds isn't burning any more than it used to

It's not that I don't feel the pain

It's just i'm not afraid of hurting anymore

And the blood in these veins isn't pumping any less than it ever has

And that's the hope I have

The only thing I know is keeping me alive

It's just a spark

But it's enough to keep me going

And when it's dark out, no one's around

It keeps glowing

Paramore levererar /Sofia.